Sense of being

Let me think, which one has produced more instantaneous Adrenaline:

A) Have finally reached the willful, dramatic and gelivable culmination of the movement, and you really feel that Dopamine spreading freely through the nerves while hammering!

B) Have made the living room, again, CLEAN (though not shining clean), after more than FIVE weeks of travelling+working+travelling+working extra (short of sleep, no time for laundry, new deliveries from Amazon piled without open, having visited "my" Bechstein only for ONCE, etc.)

C) Have received messages one after another from on-line neighbors, known and mostly unknown, who do not ask but just support and express their understanding... If this means the reserved surprise caused by another, it is surely the most pleasant result I could have never imaged of.

So, now, I have been living the three at the same time... With gratitude, and finally, mind emptied.

Yes, it will get out by itself, the good, the bad, the missed, perhaps, everything...

(Gulbenkian Foundation, last Sunday in the afternoon)